Elle's Confessional

23. Student. Escort. Vancouver, BC.

Entry 18

“Wow, you’re beautiful.  Really beautiful,” the client said. He was sitting on the couch next to me with his cock in his cupped hand, it reminded me of a hot dog sitting in a bun. “You must get booked to go away on fancy trips. You’re foreign money hot, Arab oil money hot.”

I smiled shyly and ran my hand through my hair and gave a fake giggle. “Thanks, that’s so nice of you. But no I don’t get booked to go away, I’ve never been,” I lied. “Are you offering to take me?”

“I wish I had that kind of money. I’d keep you with me all the time, just have you live with me.”

“I don’t think your wife would appreciate that,” I laughed. “

“O fuck,” he groaned. As if me living with him was an actual possibility that had now just been wiped due to his marital situation. “Do you want to see a picture of my kids?” I did. He fumbled through his wallet and found a small picture of his two daughters and handed it to me. 

“They’re gorgeous,” I told him. And they really were, blonde, blue eyed, perfect smiles. “They must make you really happy.”

He stood up and and and took a step towards me, his cock now just dangling out the zipper of his dress pants. I was still gazing at the picture, suprised that this mans sperm could produce such perfect children when he placed his hand on the back of my head and pulled it towards his waiting manhood. I took his cock in my mouth and slowly started to blow him. “Yeah, I love my kids,” he moaned.  I wanted to ask him how he felt about his wife, but decided against it and licked his balls instead. 

Entry 17

Waitresses were rushing around the restaurant like Patriot missiles. The scene was overpriced and overdressed; genuine businessmen adorned the bar looking out into the crowd of bleached blond hair, tight dresses, designer heels. The men on average were probably twice the age of the girls, but it looked as thought this crowd were the ones who bought into the whole ‘age is just a number’ bullshit.  The women, and waitresses were all startlingly gorgeous. I looked down at what I was wearing, blue jeans, a white t-shirt with an oversized cardigan.  I would have checked the dress code before I came, but frankly I didn’t care.

I saw her, the Madame, perched on a bar stool sipping a martini chatting to the bartender, male, 25, probably trying to make it as an ‘actor’.  I walked up behind her and gave her a tap on the shoulder, she turned and seemed fairly happy to see me. 

“Darling, Elle!” she said, as she rose and gave me one of those pretentious cheek to cheek kisses.

“Hi, long time, how are you?”

“I’m fabulous sweetheart,” she said whilst gesturing to the empty bar stool next to her.  She signalled for the bartender and instantly got his attention, he came striding over a little to enthusiatically.  Did he think he was going to go home with the Madame? Or maybe, he just really cared about his job.  Either way, it was a little bizarre.

“One more,” she said, pointing to her Martini. “For my daughter.”

‘My daughter’? I almost burst out laughing, but managed to hold it together.  

“So…how have you been keeping busy?” she asked.

“School keeps me busy,” I said. “I had a job too, at a bank. It was absolutely terrible.”

“And now you want your old job back…yes?” 

“I would, yes.”

She took a sip from her glass and seemed to ponder this for a moment.  I all of a sudden became pettrified that she wouldn’t take me back and I would have to find another agency, not something that I wanted to do at all.  I realized that I had left without so much of a notice.  It must have been a headache for her, especially to explain to the regulars that I was no longer available.  For a moment I actually felt bad for the lady, but that soon passed.

“How many Olives?” The bartender asked as he set the martini on the coaster in front of me. 

“Two. Thanks.”

I turned to survey the bar. Men and women flirting with each other, the men looking to get laid, the women looking for a relationship. 

“Of course we’ll have you back Elle,” the madame finaly said, relieving me of a lot of built up stress from the past couple of weeks.  I was unsure who the ‘we’ were, as I barely knew the other girls, but nonetheless I was happy that she was willing to take me back without so much as a complaint. 

“Thank you,” I said.  ”You have no idea how hard it is to work an actual job.”

“Of course I do,” she said. “Managing you girls is a fucking nightmare sometimes.” 

She finished off her drink. The bartender again was there right away asking if she wanted another, she however declined. 

“Elle, I’ll put you down as the same services as last time plus anal.”

“Umm…anal?” I asked, a little worried. “I don’t know if I want to do that.”

“You’ve had dicks in your ass before, haven’t you?” She asked, a little too loud for my liking. 

“Well yeah, but not with a client,” I mumbled, trying to keep my voice down. 

“I don’t see the problem then Elle.  Doing anal is like giving a blowjob, it’s no big deal, everyone’s doing it,” she exclaimed.  ”Listen honey, try it once or twice.  If you don’t like it, then don’t do it after that, but give it a try Ok.”  

And with that she stood up, picked up her bag, and strode off leaving me there sitting at the bar thinking about the amount of cock I was about to take in my balloon knot. 

Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned and saw it was the madame, no doubt she had returned to further sell her point.

“And honey, men will pay a fortune for the chance to fuck your tight little bum.” And then she turned and left me again for good, disappearing into the crowd. However, her words did stay with me, the money would make it worthwhile.  

I took out my phone and wrote a reminder to buy some lube, I would definitely need to practice anal on myself a couple times with a vibrator before I did it with a client.  Unlike the couple of guys I had done anal with, clients weren’t likely to be so gentle. In fact if they wanted anal, they were most likely looking to pound away like a jackhammer.  This was going to be interesting. 

Entry 16 (And, I’m Back)

You guys, I’m back (as the title suggests). 

So where the hell have I been? Well, I gave up on being an escort for the last 5 months, but I gotta tell you, making an ‘honest living’ is hard work.  Plus on top of a ‘real job’ I had school and to be honest it was just too much for my perfectly formed ass to take.   

So…I gave up on my 9-5 two weeks ago and am back to letting married men do me every which way for a pretty penny.

I must say, I’m much happier now, why did I ever give up on this?

Entry 15

“Honey, are you in Vancouver?” It was the Madame. I really didn’t want to work, but I didn’t want to lie to her either. 
“I’m back, what’s up?”
“A client has been waiting for you for three weeks! It’s sort of a special request and he wants to know if you can or would even be willing to do it.” 

Special requests were normal, but it was the tone of her voice that worried me.  For a woman that was always confident, always so sure of herself, she sounded a little, well, a little uneasy.

“What is this request?” I asked, I was curious.  I thought I’d heard and seen it all.
“Honey, the client…well he wants you to pretend to be dead while he…” her voice trailed off.
“While he what?” I asked, although I knew exactly what she meant.
“He wants you to pretend you’re a corpse while he makes love to you” she told me.

I agreed to do it. I don’t know why. Maybe the money (he’s paying three times my rate) or maybe it’s out of sheer curiosity, I don’t know. 

What I do know is is that tomorrow night I have an appointment with a man who may just be a necrophiliac.

*Don’t worry. I’ll tell all you all how it goes! Welcome back to work Elle!

Entry 14

My vagina and I are still on vacation. 

Escorts get two weeks off too, unpaid of course.

Entry 13

“Can I fuck you in the ass?” he asked me, whilst his lips were attached to my clit.

“No, sorry, you can’t”

I thought that was the end of it, but men never seem to understand the meaning of ‘no’, especially when it comes to escorts.

“How much to fuck you in the ass?”
“Sorry babe, there’s no dollar amount. I don’t do it, I’m sorry”
“Everyone has a price.”
“Sorry, but I’m saving my ass for a special occasion”
“And what’s that?”
“My wedding night”
“O…”  

Entry 12

“O shit!” said Jesse, my roommate, as he scampered away to his bedroom.  Upon entering the living room I found his boxers on the floor and porn playing on the TV.

 You see Jesse isn’t like other men, for some reason he still orders pornographic DVDs instead of just watching it for free on the Internet.  He says it’s important to support the art form, and he is quite serious about porn being art.  

“You caught me” he laughed as he came back out into the living room fully dressed. 
“Go ahead finish if you want” I told him.  
“Nah no worries I’ll save it for later, it’ll be glorious. Let’s eat!”.

Jesse and I have known each other since High School so when we both decided to go to the same University and move out it was only natural that we lived together. 

So we sat there on the dining room table eating Chinese takeout talking about this and that, but he was acting a little off, something was bothering him so I decided to probe…

“Jess, whats up?”
“It’s umm, nothing. Don’t worry about it”
“Tell me bro”

He put down his fork and looked me square in the eyes and fixed me a sincere gaze, ”don’t get mad at me, but…”
“Yea what?” at this point I knew what was about to come out of his mouth.
“I know what you are, or I mean what you do” he said rather quietly.
“O…And what’s that?”
“You, you deal drugs right? I mean like you don’t work, you have tons of cash and shit, you always help me out with money when I’m tight and I know your parents aren’t rich…it’s the only thing that makes sense” 

I was stunned, a drug dealer, really? Sure I use coke recreationally and we tend to smoke a lot of weed in the summer but please, dealing? Never.  

I was at a crossroads now, do I tell him the truth or should I just deny dealing drugs and call him a moron.  

I went with option A and spilt my secret.

“No hun, I don’t deal drugs”
“You must, how else do you have all the money? That’s the only thing that makes sense” he was a little upset because I assume he was under the impression that I had just lied to him.
“You can’t tell anyone what I’m about to tell you. got it? I’m serious I will eat you and your first born if I ever find out you betrayed me” I told him.
“Whoa! yea bro, of course. You know me, I’m like a vault.” He most definitely was not ‘like a vault’ as he has a tendency to tell me everything her hears, but I did trust him enough to tell him my secret.
“Jess…I’m. Well I’m…I’m an escort.”

He looked at me dead in the eyes as if trying to suss out whether I was serious or not.  We just sat there in silence. Then after what seemed like an eternity he responded, ”fucking awesome!” 

We looked at each other, smiled, and went back to eating.  Not another word was spoken for five minutes until Jesse drops his fork on his plate, takes a drink of his beer and casually asks me, “so many cocks have you taken?”

I fucking love him.  

Entry 11

“I can’t do this” he told me, as he pulled his head away from my crotch.
“Huh, what? What are you talking about? Why not? Keep going” I urged. I was actually enjoying it for a change. 
“No, I really shouldn’t be doing this with you”
“Am I doing something wrong? Is there something you want me to do specifically?” I was becoming a little worried.  The last thing you ever want is the client stopping mid session, it’s usually a sign that you have royally fucked up in some way.

“No, you are perfect, too perfect. You just gave me the best blowjob I’ve ever had.”
“Then can I ask what it is?”
“I can’t go down on you or fuck you…I’m getting married in a couple of days…” his voice trailed off.  I actually believed he felt guilty about having his tongue licking my nether region. 

Maybe it was my whore logic getting me all fucked up at the time, but for some reason he made sense to me.  I felt like him going down on me was a lot more personal then me giving him a blow job, however good it was.  Doing this job has really blurred the lines between right and wrong and I often find myself agreeing with men more so then women.   

He put his clothes back on and slumped in a chair.  I could see the guilt on his face, I wasn’t too sure what to say or even if there was anything I could say to make him feel better. I figured I would give it a shot, it was after all my job to make him feel good.  

“The important thing is you didn’t go all the way.  You stopped, and believe me when I tell you this, rarely do men ever stop”

He didn’t say anything, just looked at me.

“In a couple of days you will be marrying the girl of your dreams, and yes, you feel like shit right now, but time heals all wounds.  And soon the guilt you feel will fade away as will the memory this hotel room.”

He got up, came over to the bed, gave me hug and walked out the door leaving me there in the hotel room alone.  I put a robe on, poured myself a glass of wine, and walked out onto the balcony looking over the busy streets of Vancouver below…

Entry 10

“You ready for my cum baby?” he panted from behind me.  I wasn’t really ready and didn’t necessarily want him to blow on my face, but being a prostitute I figured it would be rather unprofessional and quite rude if I was to say no.

“I’m ready for you! Cover me!” I moaned. And with that he pulled out, took the condom off, and threw it rather aggressively across the room as if he were for some reason disgusted by it. That was bizarre, I thought.

I turned around and assumed the position. On my knees, face up just below his cock, one finger seductively in my mouth and fingering myself with my other hand.  

“Are you ready for this” he grunted.

He was stroking his cock so vigorously that his hand was a blur going up and down his shaft.  He didn’t motion for me to blow him, but I figured I should help him out a little bit because he had been at it for about five minutes and was getting nowhere.  I went to put him in my mouth and he pushed my head back.

“You stay where you are, I got this. I’m almost there.” 

So there I was still in that same position, waiting for him to “cum on my face” as he had promised to do about 15 times in the last 20 minutes.  

Another 10 minutes went by and still nothing.  Usually a client would at this point just let me finish him off, but not this stubborn bastard, he was hellbent on getting there himself.  

I moaned and groaned, he slapped his cock against my cheeks a couple times, but still nothing.  His arm was getting tired as he would slow down, speed up, and grit his teeth as if he were in some serious pain.  Then all of a sudden he stopped, just stopped.  

He brought me to my feet and gave me a very warm and sincere hug. “Sorry gorgeous, but it’s just not going to happen for me tonight.” Was he actually apologizing to me for not cumming? Did he think that I had asked for it and was actually disappointed?  

I grabbed my clothes up off the floor, picked up my bag and went into the bathroom. Not to get dressed, but to count the money, just to make sure.  It was all there so I put my clothes on and walked out. He too was dressed and was sitting on the couch with a beer.  

“Have a drink with me?” he asked.  I checked the clock, time was up.  ”Next time hun, I have to go…” I walked over to him, gave him a kiss, and left…

Entry 9

I was down on my knees blowing him, I was bobbing up and down on his cock as hard and as vigorously as I could.

“O my God baby, O my God” he moaned while pulling my head into his crotch. His cock was already hitting my larynx so I was unsure how much deeper he wanted me to take it.  

I came back up to catch my breath, “you like that? tell me what you want” I demanded as I stroked him with both hands.  He grabbed a hold of my jaw and pulled my face up to meet his. “Kiss me” he said. I put one hand around his throat and stroked his cock with other and kissed him as hard as I could…I felt his load hit me. ‘Fuck, that was quick’ I thought. 

I was really hoping he would just want to spend his remaining time talking, but that was unlikely since he hadn’t actually fucked me yet.  

“Can I do a line of coke off of you?”
“Anything you want, babe” 

Now drugs are something that go along with the territory and high powered men seem to have a love of the white powder.  Usually I’m ok with them doing a line or two, it’s no big deal really, just as long as they don’t over do it. What they put up their nose is entirely up to them.  

He pulled a flap of coke out from his suit pocket and walked back over to the bed.

“Flip over”

I did as I was told.  He stoked my ass for a second and then spanked me, hard.  I moaned and pretended to enjoy it, as any good working girl would.  He then proceeded to sprinkle a little bit of coke on the small of my back, lined it up and snorted it.  

From there he continued working his way down, kissing my ass cheeks and fondling my lady bits with one hand. I think he was trying to locate my clit with a finger but wasn’t successful.  I turned myself over onto my back, grabbed him by the hair and buried his face in my crotch, he licked me a couple of times then abruptly stopped.

“Can you take a piss on me?”
“Pardon me?” I had heard what he said, but just wanted to double check.
“Can you give me a golden shower?” Holy fuck, he wasn’t joking.
“Umm, I don’t really do that” 
“How much?” 
“I mean, like, I don’t, you’d have to call the agency and”
He cut me off, “I’ll give you $500 on top of your rate.”

Now the agency is supposed to negotiate all prices because they would get a cut.  But $500 for simply pissing on him, fuck, screw the agency they take enough of my money as is.

“Sure, for $500, why not?”
“Good girl”

I didn’t have to pee at that particular moment so he decided that he would order a bottle of wine and we’d have a couple of glasses together whilst I filled my bladder. 

The wine came and we sat and chatted.  He explained to me that he had never had a golden shower before, but was always curious, and he felt comfortable with me giving it to him.  That was a compliment that I had never recieved before so I guess I was a little flattered.  

And after three glasses of wine I had to go so we walked into the bathroom and he got into the jacuzzi.

“Just all over my chest if you could”

So there I stood, over him, with my cooch pointed at his chest…

“You ready?”
“Bring it on”

And I did, I peed all over his chest and as I was doing so I was watching his face. He was smiling like, well I can’t explain it, but I know that in that moment that man was truly happy and had gotten exactly what he wanted.